An exquisite story.



Hindi ako mahilig magbasa ng books. Not even a fan of a single fiction book. Pero I tried reading and nakatatlong books ako, Evermore, The Host and Inferno. Una, yan lang ang mga books na parang sobrang die hard ako before na malaman ang plot lines. Pero di talaga ako mahilig magbasa, alam ko. Kahit na minsan yung mga kaibigan ko, mga book characters ang pinaguusapan at na-oOP na ko, bahala na. Di pa rin ako magkakainteres na malaman kung ano yung pinaguusapan nila. Ewan ko ba. Ako lang yata yung ganito? Or ewan ko. Di rin ako mahilig sa movies. Wala lang, nanonood lang ako for the sake na makasama ko mga kaibigan ko. Pero yung tipong magdodownload talaga at maghihintay para lang mapanood, not really me. Basta ganun. Sorry naman.


I feel so empty. I feel like I don’t own anything in this world; like I don’t own anyone. Now, it’s been like everyone has the right to reject all my offers; to disagree all my opinions and shits; to undress me with everything I want. As I flash back mem’ries, all I can feel are sadness and pain. Sadness of missed opportunities and pain of love. I feel the failure of my hopes and wishes; the crash of my dreams.

Everything’s messed up and all I want is a single F5 of my keyboard. All I want now is to restart everything. Take me home - to the place where everything’s a paradise; where I know love is sweet; where I feel blessed and cared. Comfort me. I need it. Hug me. It calms me. Please.


Selfie photo with the most pogi and attractive ervindavid. Photo shoot with me someday ah >:*

20 Notes Posted: 3 months ago Tags: ervindavid  photo  

Sa dalawang group na to lang ako nakipagpicture kahapon. 1st photo: Peculiarian, Whirlingasteroid, Kapitanbimbo, Bobong-manunulat. 2nd: Binatanghero (epal sa pic hahaha), Miinataur, Deecabarles, Thelakwatshero, Warkwuwie.

Thank you! :-)


Pagdating ko sa venue mga bandang 1pm, nakita ko agad sina Aped kaya nakisabay na ko. Tapos nung una, medyo boring talaga kase wala kong mga kakilala. Tangena, emo hearts kami sa tabi. Haha! Pero pagkatapos nun, di naman na. Nakasama ko na sina Aerol, Ram, Ervin, Evelio, NJ, etc. Hahahaha! Di nga lang sumali sa activities kase di ko naman kilala yung mga kasali. Lol. Ang sinasabi nilang number 1 rule daw ng TSAMU na lumabas sa mga kada, hindi naman masyadong visible kahapon. Grupo-grupo pa nga mga tao eh. Kaya ayun, naging boring medyo. Pero naging masaya nung nameet ko na sina whirlingasteroid, peculiarian, etc. Grabe lang, nameet ko na yung mga idol bloggers ko. Weehee! Nakamayan ko rin yung crush ko. Lolz pero baguhan yata siya eh, kahapon ko lang nagustuhan. Mwa. Harot. Hahahaha! Tapos nun, umalis na kame. Pumuntang SM Manila para kumain sa KFC. Nung tumagal-tagal, dami ring bloggers na dumating don. Haha! Nahug ko na yung mga old friends ko dito na hindi ko pa namimeet, sina lakandula, mikanggutom, etc. Dami kong nakita at nakilala. Haha. Tas dumating naman sina Charles. Then yun, nagsama sandali. Tas nung umalis na kame, hinintay namin si Ace na makarating ng SM. Tas mas fun na. Haha!

Ang saya kagabe. 2AM na kong nakauwi ay. Pagod pero ayos lang. Sobrang saya. Lol. Salamat sa lahat ng nameet at nakasama ko! See you soon. :-)

15 Notes Posted: 4 months ago Tags: TSAMU2014  

Never be afraid to risk yourself to love again. Firstly because different people (partners) carry different personalities. But secondly because you are never growing without jeopardizing. Just because you’re afraid to get hurt that’s why you don’t give another try, doesn’t mean that you already learned from your past experiences. Learnings would always be purposeless without its application on another similar situation. It’s never a signatory that once you don’t get to fall easily, you are already strong. Remember that strength is dependent upon the kind of tolerance of pain a person can resist, and it’s never about you, being able to run from pain. In the same way how problems can never be solved without facing it, fears as well work on the same principle - that it can never be overcame without trying to risk. And all these depend on you and your choices.

32 Notes Posted: 4 months ago Source: prominentlove Tags: thoughts  pain  risk  

Gahd, bakit 205 na following ko? Nagugulat ako bakit nadadagdagan. Tapos may mga di naman ako finollow pero pagtingin ko, finofollow ko na pala. Di ko na maunfollow, nakakahiya naman. E finollow back na ako eh, baka isipin pang famewhore ako kahit na ang shit shit ng paratang na yan. Haha. Pero seryoso, nagugulat ako. Kaninang umaga pag-alis ko, 200 lang. Tas ngayon, nadagdagan ng 5. Lol. Binubuksan pa kaya ang account ko ng mga taong nakaaalam ng password ko rito? Wew.

37 Notes Posted: 4 months ago Tags: WHY